He
says
he
doesn't
believe
anything
much
he
hears
these
days
He
says
,
"
Why
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,
just
so
you
can
watch
it
go
away
?
"
He
spends
most
of
his
nights
wishing
it
was
how
it
used
to
be
He
spends
most
of
his
flights
getting
pulled
down
by
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I
call
just
checkin'
up
on
him
He's
up
,
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AM
____________________
He
says
,
"
It's
not
just
a
phase
I'm
in
"
My
voice
comes
out
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All
this
time
I
didn't
know
You
were
breakin'
down
I'd
fall
to
pieces
on
the
floor
If
you
weren't
around
Too
young
to
know
it
gets
better
I'll
be
summer
sun
for
you
forever
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____________________
if
you
go
He
seems
fine
most
of
the
time
,
forcing
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and
____________________
His
laugh
is
a
symphony
,
when
the
lights
go
out
,
it's
hard
to
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I
pull
at
every
thread
,
tryna
solve
the
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in
his
head
Live
my
life
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he'll
decide
to
leave
instead
I
call
just
checkin'
up
on
him
He's
up
,
____________________
AM
____________________
Long
gone
,
not
even
listening
My
voice
comes
out
____________________
All
this
time
I
didn't
know
You
were
breakin'
down
I'd
fall
to
pieces
on
the
floor
If
you
weren't
around
Too
young
to
know
it
gets
better
I'll
be
summer
sun
for
you
forever
Forever
winter
if
you
go
If
I
was
standin'
there
in
your
apartment
I'd
take
that
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in
your
head
and
disarm
it
I'd
say
I
love
you
even
at
your
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And
please
don't
go
I
didn't
know
You
were
breakin'
down
I'd
fall
to
pieces
on
the
floor
If
you
weren't
around
Too
young
to
know
it
gets
better
I'll
be
summer
sun
for
you
forever
Forever
winter
if
you
go
I'll
be
your
summer
sun
forever
At
3
AM
pacin'
All
this
time
I
didn't
know
At
5
AM
wasted
I'd
be
in
pieces
on
the
floor
Forever
winter
if
you
go
He
says
he
doesn't
believe
anything
much
he
hears
these
days
I
say
,
"
Believe
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,
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____________________
"
